I've been out of work for more than 2 months now and I feel so useless. I have been sending applications thru jobstreet and jobsdb but I haven't received any feedbacks yet. I'm bored out of my wits here at home. I have a gazillion things I wanted to do but worrying about my application prevents me from doing anything. My boyfriend thinks I have no plans for my future because i'm stuck at home doing absolutely nothing. I was hurt but I know he was right.
Honestly, I am scared. I do have plans for my future but I don't know where to start. Whenever I hear someone make a comment about my life (negative ones), instead of proving them wrong, I ended up proving they were right.
I am so depressed. I cried myself to sleep almost every night. I am trying to think of happy thoughts to get me through the day but there aren't too many.
I have been praying, asking for guidance and strength that I can survive this. I hope I can survive this....
